Guest Post: My Own Hard Look at Trading for a Living, Part II
Posted on February 2nd, 2007
Written by Phileo
Posted in: N/A (old archives)
This post was contributed by a guest author, and does not necessarily reflect the views of Richard or MovetheMarkets.com
When I reported on my own trading journal that I had earned a profit of $3641 for the month of January 2007, TyroTrader had asked me whether that changes my current status as a laid off embedded Software Engineer. I have been trying to avoid addressing this question all this time, and trying to let my trading reveal the answer to me. But now, I think I need to directly answer this question.
There are 3 issues that I want to address which will help to answer this question. The first is the pragmatic aspects of the vocation of Trading for a Living, which this article (courtesy of Dr. Brett Steenbarger) discusses very succinctly. The decision to pursue the vocation of Trading for a Living cannot, and must not be taken lightly. As mentioned in that article, this decision has far ranging implications, for my family, and my future job prospects. We have all been taught not to care about what others think of us. However, it’s hard not to NOT care about what my parents and my loved ones think of my decision to Trade for a Living. In my opinion, we actually need to care about their opinions, because this is one of those things that can put your personal affairs in disorder, and distract you from performing well during the trading session. So the first thing I had to do is sit down and have a very frank and honest talk with my wife and find out what she thinks about what I want to do. Basically, she’s neutral about it, but wants re-assurance that I will be able to perform well enough to feed the kids. Yeah, I guess that’s a valid point. I’ve also had frank discussions with my parents regarding my intentions . My mom in particular seems to think that Daytrading is no different from gambling (Of course, she means no disrespect to all the professional Gamblers out there !). I disagreed on this point, but decided not to enter into any heated debates with her on this. I probed further in our discussions, and she basically said that she is ok with it if I can prove that I can earn consistent profits each month, every month. Sure, I knew that already, it’s pretty much implied.
So will I be able to deliver consistent profits? I’ve done something for the month of January, but that says absolutely nothing about the next 12, 24, 36 months. Writing about this right now actually brings up a whole slew of thoughts about fear, doubt and uncertainty. If I blow up again, and lose another $1K or $2K, where will the money for diapers come from? With no safety net now (via a cube farm paycheque) , will I really, truly be able to do this?
But when I don’t think about it, when I am in my chair, at my desk, in front of my LCD screens, stalking a stock for the next win, or bailing on a loser before it hits my stop, when I feel like the home team, I sincerely believe that I can perform. And that is where it begins, where it must begin – the 6th Habit of the Highly Effective Trader, which is the capacity to trust in my own ability to perform. I think that is the key. The fears, fear of failure, fear of not being able to make enough money to support my wife and our two children, is very real, and will always be there. And, I’ve already given it the respect it deserves, so it’s not necessary to give it any more time of day inside my head – left unchecked that will also cause my personal affairs to go into disorder, and prevent me from performing well during the trading session.
Instead, I fill my mind with searching for the next potential option trade, scanning for the next swing trade idea, plotting about how I can make less trading mistakes (aaargh, that alone will save me thousands of hard earned $$$$ !), finding out what is the next snarky remark TapeWorm has to say, filling my head with learning from the trading blogosphere, and even reading Dr. Van Tharp’s Book on “Trading Your Way to Financial Freedom”. These are some of the things that keep me challenged, keep me passionate, help to make progress on my self-development, and just motivate me in general. And when I’m motivated, I’m not fearful. And when the market has this much to offer me (and more), there’s no room for fear to take any hold.
However, there is still the chance that I have matured enough to follow my trading plan religiously, but will still experience a drawdown, or a series of demoralizing losses. What would I do then? In all honesty, I don’t even want to visit that road. Prevention is the best medicine, so I want to plan things so that even when my regular trading is striking out, I’ll have other income to get me thru the lean times. TyroTrader had the right idea in his post about his plan for achieving different streams of income. I also plan to diversify my income stream by starting to daytrading the US market, and eventually re-visit the Futures market. But beyond that, I will also be investigating into diversifying into other streams of income beyond the scope of trading, like real estate for instance. During my discussions with my parents, they threw out the idea of becoming a registered investment advisor. It’s an amusing suggestion, but one that I cannot dismiss at all, because of how other doors of opportunity may open up should I decide to pursue that option. In the worst case scenario, it would just mean that I have to brush up my resume and go back to a cube farm engineering day job.
One of the obstacles present in the vocation of Trading for a Living is the inherent risk of the job itself. While there is no risk of physical harm on the job, the vocation of Trading for a Living has a very blunt and obvious degree of financial risk, ie. the risk of ruin. I got a glimpse and a little taste of what that meant when I was trading futures. I said I would stop, but I still couldn’t get it out of my system for another day. Going down that dark and slippery path off the cliff is not a pretty picture, and fortunately, I’ve taken the obvious step of forcing myself to stop until I could figure out how to control myself better. I have learned from that experience, though. What I’ve learned is that I have to give this notion of “Risk of Ruin” the respect that it deserves. What that means is that I can’t take an “all-in”, gung-ho, laissez-faire, brash and impetuous approach to my trading. On the contrary, it must be a methodical, calculated, careful, and even boring approach to trading. The glamour and mystique of getting rich from daytrading is a myth. Sure, you may make two or three very profitable trades occasionally, but certainly not +17R every single trading day (unless you’re PinoyTrader, LOL!). Most days, trading, if executed successfully, is actually monotonous and boring (sorry Richard, but it just is!). But everything else about it is very enjoyable for me – the thrill of the hunt, the research, the learning, the freedom to take a nap right after lunch, or take a day off whenever I feel like it, that all has unique value in my mind. And that is what makes it worth accepting the risk.
The last issue I wanted to address is the nobility of this vocation. In every other vocation, even in professional sports, you are being compensated for providing some sort of product or service that someone else deems of value. As an embedded Software Engineer, I would design the software that went into devices which the consumer or companies bought. A basketball fan pays money to see a pro NBA player perform. However, in Trading for a Living, you are not being compensated for providing any service . There is no value being created. And perhaps someone can correct me if I’m wrong, but right now, I don’t see how buying stock XYZ at price A and selling it at price A+1 contributes to society. However, I do have an intrinsic desire (especially the INFP within me), to be a contributing member of society. For me, this helps to bring a sense of balance to the work, family, and friends buckets that I juggle in my life, and also provides an outlet to prevent me from always thinking about stocks too much. So if I am to pursue Trading for a Living, I have to start being more active in pursuing new and existing volunteering opportunities.
Writing this article has been exhausting mentally, because I’ve had to think quite long and hard about what I’m getting myself into. If you are considering the vocation of Trading for a Living , hopefully this has given you an idea of what you’re getting yourself into since it is clearly not for everyone. I’m glad I did it, because now I feel a little bit relieved to have gotten that load off my chest. Now I can get down to business – Yes, I am Phileo, day/swing/options Trader !!!
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